Rekindling

Two and a half years ago someone extremely important entered my life. She became someone that gave me the strength that had left me long before; I never knew how much of an impact she would forever leave with me. She became a sister to me, putting up with me many times. I'm sure it took a lot of patience for her. She did every single thing possible to make sure that i knew everything would be okay in the end. I spent endless hours with her. She and her husband and her two little boys became my second family.

Their little boy's names are Taylor (2) and Noah (4). They are my life. I entered Noah's life when he was 1 1/2, obviously Tay had yet to be born. But on May 20th, 2009, Taylor Strat Combs entered the world. These boys are such a blessing in my life. Being able to watch them grow up and experience the little things in life has been an amazing experience. They both have such extraordinary personalities. I love them both so much.

Yesterday, I was able to spend the day with them. We had dinner at chick-fil-a. After that i was given the chance to watch the boys for the night. We played outside and had ice cream. Then we came in later and played inside. I even got to spend a little bit of time cuddling with both of them, even though they are growing up (way too fast). i love them so much, i cherish every minute with them.

I owe so much to Marcey and her family, without them i have no idea where i would be. I love you all so much. thank you <3

The Normal Craziness

Well.. the past weekend has consisted of sadness, frustration, laughing, annoyance, beautiful people, and everlasting memories. Friday night was the candle light vigil for Rhyder, the boy that was murdered a week ago. This had been the first candle light vigil i went to since the death of my cousin, Justin. Being that i am a part of family that has lost someone it was impossible to stand there and not feel what i felt over 8 months ago. Knowing how hurt that family is tears my heart apart. I know what this family has in store, and my heart breaks for them. The death of someone is so unfathomable until you experience it. Keep this family in your prayers, as the rest of their lives are forever changed. After this we(my cousin, karly, hannah, and i) left to pick up my aunt to head to uptown for a concert that her friend and my old co-worker was playing in. That was a blast, besides the fact that some crazy drunk lady freaked out because she left her purse unattended and we gave it to the bar and some random lady came up and took it. Turned out that her daughter was the one that went and picked it up. Some people just can't control themselves. The night proceeded with us going to my friend Ed's. We sat around all having a good time.

Saturday was a cousin day, Kerrigan, abby, and I all went out shopping with our grandpa's wife at town center plaza. I got 2 dresses and some new underwear. After shopping we went out to dinner at cinzetti's. If you have never been.. you have to go. It's super expensive, but one hundred percent worth it. After that we dropped kerr off. Abby and I were then off to meet up with our group of friends(Karly, Josh, Andy, Ellie, George, Sam, Ashton), minus a few people(Ed, connor, Will, Becca). We all met up at the shawnee mission park tower, and it just so happened to be a bit chilly and windy. The temperature was definitely not ideal, but we all managed to enjoy ourselves. Later that night Abby, karly, and i decided to make a midnight run to Steak 'n shake. I enjoy my time with just us girls. They are my best friends and i couldn't live without them.

Today was a pretty chill day. Abby and I came back to olathe to hang with my sister and mom. Later we picked up Ed, karly, and ryan (my other cousin). We met up with sam and went to dinner at Margaritas, then went to the park.

Although there was few people with us tonight, i cherish my time with every single one of them. They all challenge me in so many different ways. I love all of them with all my heart. Every single one of them has something special to offer. It's every single one of them that has saved me. Without them i would not be where i am now. All of them at some point or another has been there to listen to me talk or given me a shoulder to cry on. There is no one else as special as they are. Sometimes i wish they knew how much they actually meant to me, because i know they don't. I would do anything to give any single one of them something they deserve. I do everything and anything possible to help them or be an amazing friend. I love all of you so much, Abby, Karly, Ed, Josh, Connor, Will, Sam, George, Ash <3